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today wet pretty good tilll around 3 50. i went out with tash today, we went to petco petsmart kohls and toys r us. i want to adopt a kitty so bad, i miss mine. this sucks, ive had one pet ever that lived its natural lifespan, my dad always is a prick and gets rid of them the first time they become inconvienient. he doesnt get that a pet is family first and a pet second. they had baby bearded dragons too, and that made me more depressed because sunky passed last week. people say how caan you be so sad over a lizard, its not like a dog or anything. but she was a big part of my life, shes been ther since i was 8, ive already went in her room to feed her twice before i remember shes gone.ok, well went to toys r us after that and i bought my niece a little stuffed german shepard. she startedbiting its face when she got it and loves it, shes sleeping with it in her arms at this very moment. very adorable. well all the fun aside, here comes the crappy part of my day. my bro has been hanging out with new friends. these kids arent bad, but for some reason hes developed an increasingly bad attitude. so for the past month he has been getting worse and worse, and it really gets on my nerves . my father sais to act like an adult and talk it out, and i do then i call him like he says. he yells at me because its somehow my fault. then he sais act your age. do you know what a sixteenyear old does to his 13 year old bro when he acts like a smug little prick? if you said hit him you are absolutly correct. i dont like to give in to violence all the time, but i snapped today. i sprayed him with a super soaker then he soaked me with it. i sprayed him again when he was in the kitchen and he grabs a remote and tosses it at me and nails me with it. before i realized it i had punched him twice in the face. too many boxing games arent good. im so glad he doesnt have a concussion. i didnt hit him hard, but hes got one huge bump because i hit him in the same spot weach time. i fell bad becasue i do know my own strength, i can easily and have carried an entire refrigeator up a flight odf stairs singlehandedlywithout breaking a sweat. i felt bad because he i s my bro and even though i dont really care for him i do still love him. but i do have to hand it to him, he didnt cry, thought he did look on the brink of passing out. im taking him gocarting and to an arcade tomorrow with my older brother. sort of a bros only day before i leave. well out and away i go compadres