Jun 16, 2005 22:34
six more days until i disapear. cutting the hair all off saturday, itll make my dad happy. im adding pics to my psp to remember the people in ri, cause im not sure if im gonna come back. id say im coming back, but there isnt much keeping me here. there are a few key people in my life that i would miss sorely, but im not sure what to do. i do know this, if i do come back im gonna be a new person. im working out, and starting to get in shape, im getting taller slightly, and im gonna take boxing lessons, new hair. it will be a good change. this does suck even if i do come back it will be 62 days before i do. there are alot of good thing where im going, nice weather, good people, really cute girls that ae actually interested in me, thats right ME. but there is someone here i do like, so that probably wont happen. you just get that weird feeling about someone and thats how it is. ive been reaing a book i got from tash called "hes just not that into you" its a girl book, but everything in it is totaly relavent to today. ive known many girls who have had this stuff happen to them, and ive sadly done it to a couple myself. but its a deffinate good read. made me realize i still have felings for someone in particular. i shall leave it at that.