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[ghettocasper]

I live in a circle, remaking and rebreaking the same relationships, the same insufferable cruelties inflicted each and every time with gaining enthusiasm. I live in a listless time warp, lost between what I have done and what I will become; yet circles gain no ground and I am not making any distance; here and here and back again. Lately I have discovered myself to be exactly what we all say I am, and yet the truth makes no difference when it pales in comparison to the actions taken in spite of that very truth.

If there was a God I would ask him how long he intends to let this continue before I can finally have some peace.