Oct 01, 2006 21:58
fuuuuck man.
so this isn't an emo post.
yaaaaaaaaaaaay! (:
but first off,
i would like to say:
i am soooo effing sorry if we haven't talked for awhile
or if we havent hung out in forever.
i PROMISE i'm not trying to be a bitch or a flake.
you have NOOOO idea how busy i've been.
i PROMISE i'll make it up to you.
so this is my story.
i got promoted again & now i have the keys to the store.
unfortunately, our district is hella low in management.
so of course, the first thing they do to me
is send me all over the fucking world to open different stores.
in the past 2 weeks, i've been working in simi valley or valencia.
i miss my store sooooo much.
so i have to wake up at least 2 hours earlier than i normally would
so i wake up around 7am & work 8 hour shifts.
by the time i get home,
i'm soooooooooo fucking tired that all i wanna do is PASS OUT.
but of course, i can't cuz of school.
so on top of working,
i have school shit to take care of.
taking care of 5 classes and going to work hxc style
is NOT fun.
so when i'm not at work,
i'm at home studying me ass off.
it got so bad to the point where
i got a fever a few days ago.
my body hates me cuz i'm not taking care of myself.
i dont eat, i dont get any sleep, & stressing out.
blah.
i need to start taking care of myself.
but i'm happy cuz i feel like i'm doing something with my life.
but i miss my friends and jonny.
every.fucking.time jonny & i try to go on a "date"
something happens.
FINALLY, last night, i got to spend time with him
after like 2 weeks. :D
*sigh*
so please don't hate me.
i'm going to try and see everyone this week.
& keep me posted on your life!