i hate this.

[ghettobootylove]

i hate having to write stupid emo posts
because they're so pointless.

i'm done trying.
i'm done making the effort.
i'm not going to call,
i'm not going to ask to hang out.
but i'm not done with the relationship.

it's not his fault.
i know that.
i'm just being selfish.
i'm immature and sensitive
& i want things when III want them.
it's not his fault i have work, school, & hw.
& it's not my fault he has work, school, & hw.
it's no one's fault.
& yet, i feel like i'm the blame
because at least, i'm still here trying
on top of everything i do.

becuase to me,
he's still on my list of things to do.
& he's still my priority.