happiness
What is it? Can someone tell me? I probably sound like so freakish depressed kid, and I am sorry. I have this tendency of holding everything in, and now I have this, which basically no one reads, to write too. It is MY journal, right? I guess I need some advice...or at least want it. I really don't know anymore. I smile a lot but that doesn't mean I am happy. Everything is so weird. Well, I think I am going to get back to this...I guess complaining, later. I have to paint a church room that's down my road for communtiy service.