It's a winter wonderland!

Dec 07, 2008 14:02

YAY FIRST REAL SNOW OF THE SEASON!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!

I was so shocked when it actually really snowed last night!! Like I was outside talking to Chris and he told me he saw some snow flurries but I didn't think it'd actually snow! AHHH!! You should have seen everyone outside yesterday! Everyone was freaking out and running around, it was great! It was cold though, I had been wearing a dress all day (which ended up being a super bad choice) because I didn't want to do any laundry but I'm going to do some jeans today, throw in some sweaters too I guess it's cold enough for them now. I should have brought up more long sleeve shirts from home.

Oh well, break is almost here! My last exam ends at 4pm on Dec. 17th so I could get picked up by my mom that night. But if things here are exciting then I'll be staying for a day or two more.

Oh, so things are fine with Chris. Pretty much Saturday I was like "Alright, so he won't call me, I'll call him" and I called him and was like "Well, I guess we should talk because things are weird" so he said he'd call me back to hang out after he was doing working in the library. And he did call. Except by that time Alexa, Ashley, Amanda and I were watching Harry Potter and waiting for our Chinese food to be delivered (which is a fab story in it's own) so there wasn't really the time or place for a long drawn out discussion so I went downstairs to let him in the building and on the way to the room I was just like "So if we could pretend Wednesday never happened that'd be super great" and he was like "Yeah sure, you were pretty drunk" and I was like "I was really drunk, I don't really know what I said to you but it was definitely bullshit, sorry" and he was like "No it's fine I was just trying to get the point across" and I was like "I don't even know what the point was" and he was like "I can't hook up with you anymore, we can still hang out and whatever but I can't hook up with you because it's like a relationship" and I was like "I don't want a relationship" and he was like "Neither do I" and I was like "Alright, so we're friends still" and he was like "Well yeah" and then he came in and watched the movie for a bit before he had to meet black Chris at Commons but it was chill I guess.

Then we went to Ashley's room (Alexa, Ashley and I) and Julian came up and we tried to organize a game of manhunt in the basement but that never happened and Julian had to go but said he'd call us. Later Ashley, Alexa and I went to hang out with Jesse and Billy. Which was fun. We played strip poker, and I lost. I'm really bad at poker, but Alexa was a champ and lost too so I wasn't the only one in just their underwear lol. Then we went outside at some point and we saw Ben and castle Chris outside. If you don't remember castle Chris, he's the one I hate lol. But like as soon as he saw me he was like "Allie, my best friend!" and I was like "Hey Chris... BEN! HEY BEN!" And I saw Chris and black Chris and that's when Chris told me about the snow he saw. And then later Julian did call back so we vaped in Jesse's room and Chris and black Chris came too. And it was really chill. I was sitting next to black Chris on the bed and he kept tickling me, I hope Chris was jealous lol. If I didn't hate being tickled so much I probably wouldn't have stopped him but I do :/ I was pretty much like "I'll punch you in the face if you tickle me, I've done it before" I really have, not on purpose (all the time), it's a reflex. But anyways, I could totally get black Chris, who happens to be Chris' best friend. But I wouldn't do that because I just want more friends! Christos was there for a little bit, he's really cute. He's Hispanic, so Emily you'd like him. And then we played in the snow!! And then we smoked more, and then we went outside again and saw Will and some other people. Then we went inside and Alexa came over for some leftover Chinese food and then we all went to bed.

So yeah, Chris... I just... I don't know... I like him. Like I'd rather be friends with him than hook up with him but at the same time I like hooking up with him. But whatever, it's fine I guess. If he doesn't get a 2.0 his parents won't let him come back next semester, and he's failing two classes, calc and engineering design. He's an engineering major. He has to be smart to get into the engineering school, he just smokes too much. I guess he's going to not smoke and just focus on his work, or so he says. But obviously yesterday didn't count lol.

SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER FOR THE SEMESTER I HOPE I DON'T FAIL OUT.
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