Goodbye My Friends.
So I've finally done it.
I was 7 times more likely than you to, because my father also committed suicide.
I expected it to be fast but 3 hours later I am bleeding out.
If I don't lose consciousness in an hour., well, I have a gun. But I didn't want to leave my family with a nasty surprise and a repetition of my dad.
I will never be happy.
I tried. I tried so hard.
I was happy, I was loved, I had the world.
But I am not worthy.
I will never be loved or successful.
Time to eat that bullet.
Goodbye I love you all
-B
I was 7 times more likely than you to, because my father also committed suicide.
I expected it to be fast but 3 hours later I am bleeding out.
If I don't lose consciousness in an hour., well, I have a gun. But I didn't want to leave my family with a nasty surprise and a repetition of my dad.
I will never be happy.
I tried. I tried so hard.
I was happy, I was loved, I had the world.
But I am not worthy.
I will never be loved or successful.
Time to eat that bullet.
Goodbye I love you all
-B