i worry i will never see your face light up again...
right from wrong is not quite seen.
right from wrong is it everything?
those two lines have been the title of my journal since for most of times i guess. i feel like those two little lines explain a lot of life. i don't know why. just the feeling they stir in me.
i've been thinking a lot about life, and now i'm confused. i can't keep things straight anymore. i feel like time is gone; the past, present, and future have begun to swirl together in my head and i no longer can tell when something happened, when it is happening, and when it will happen. i sound crazy i know.
i have been out of high school for over 2 1/2 years but there are things that seem as clear as day in my mind that happened in a different chapter of my life which feels like it's supposed to be detached from my life now.
i look at the friends i have now and many of them are the same people i knew in high school but the relationships have changed, and i guess that is the nature of relationships, they change. there are people at unh from west that i was never friends with in high school and now i'd rather be around them than anyone else... and then there are other people who i wish i saw every day and i never see. it works out that way i guess.
all i know is if three years you told me this is where i'd be, that i would have had the experiences that i have had, and that really in many ways i'm still the same person i was before just better (i think)... i would have laughed.
but this is where i am i guess, but where is that? and does it matter? how much do you mix the past with the present or the future for that matter? who knows?
i wish i had someone who could answer all my questions.
right from wrong is it everything?
those two lines have been the title of my journal since for most of times i guess. i feel like those two little lines explain a lot of life. i don't know why. just the feeling they stir in me.
i've been thinking a lot about life, and now i'm confused. i can't keep things straight anymore. i feel like time is gone; the past, present, and future have begun to swirl together in my head and i no longer can tell when something happened, when it is happening, and when it will happen. i sound crazy i know.
i have been out of high school for over 2 1/2 years but there are things that seem as clear as day in my mind that happened in a different chapter of my life which feels like it's supposed to be detached from my life now.
i look at the friends i have now and many of them are the same people i knew in high school but the relationships have changed, and i guess that is the nature of relationships, they change. there are people at unh from west that i was never friends with in high school and now i'd rather be around them than anyone else... and then there are other people who i wish i saw every day and i never see. it works out that way i guess.
all i know is if three years you told me this is where i'd be, that i would have had the experiences that i have had, and that really in many ways i'm still the same person i was before just better (i think)... i would have laughed.
but this is where i am i guess, but where is that? and does it matter? how much do you mix the past with the present or the future for that matter? who knows?
i wish i had someone who could answer all my questions.