an island-a heavy lid
i am so alone. i miss my boyfriend josh. this is the set-up sam, this will probably be the only journal entry for a long god damn time. i can only hope. Joshua Charles Barfuss- 23 Dominos. i love the motherfucker. i haven't seen him in 5 days and it is killing me. correct type. perfect type. sweetest manboy. i am alone here. i am the fucking wind. i am not seen. i am so fucked. i am dead. this is my choice. i'm sure.. right? right. i wish someone was there for me like i would be there for someone. i wish people would call me and ask me what i'm doing and ask me to do something. why do i have to seek these things out? i am not the most comfortable person with that shit. i am not. life always kills me. long distance. long distance romance.i have to get up at 7AM for the incoming freshmen. i am a jar with a heavy lid, my pop quiz kid, with feelings hid i beg her not to miss me.