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PAST
1.) first grade teacher's name:
mrs. meyer. i lost her hamster.
2.) last word you said:
fucking freezing!
3.) last song you sang:
Deftones' Passenger
4.) last thing you laughed at:
a guy i was talking to while working in the darkroom said something funny. i don't know what it was.
5.) last time you cried:
Sunday morning when I was training my new employee. I've been way out of whack lately. Very embarassing.
6.) what color socks are you wearing:
white ones with pink toes & heels. actually one has pink, the other has lavender. oopsie.
7.) what's under your bed?:
art work, photography portfolio, condoms & birth control pills, poetry journals, diaries, books on wicca/paganism, a vibrator, a pair of Vans, and one brown sandal. And my portable cd player, which i dropped behind the bed today and haven't retrieved yet.
8.) what time did you wake up today:
Ten. Right after my mom left for work, Eric came over for *play time*.
9.) line from the last thing you wrote to someone:
We used the fez monkey pencils! See you at Christmas! Love-Lauren & Eric
FUTURE:
1.) what is your career going to be:
photographer or unhcr humanitarian aid worker (or both)
2.) where are you going to live:
i have no idea. i'd like to live in San Fran.
3.) how many kids do you want:
four. a girl, then twin boys, then another girl.
4.) what kind of car will you drive:
a Chevy Camaro SS. black, manual, ttop.
5.) if you could live anywhere in the world, where:
Hawaii
CURRENT:
1.) current hair:
red. getting long again. needs to be trimmed. very damaged.
2.) current clothes:
grey pj pants, black zip up hoodie, green bandanna, slippies
3.) current jewelry:
necklace that my momma gave me for my 21st birthday
4.) current annoyance:
it's so bloody cold today.
5.) current smell:
lavender/vanilla lotion
6.) current longing:
actually. i'm pretty content at the moment. some warm coffee would be nice, but i'm not longing for it really.
7.) current desktop picture:
snowflakes that fall down the screen.
8.) current worry:
i have no money. literally. my bank was overdrawn by $50 last friday, and i've definitley pulled more out since then. so I have a negative amount in the hundreds & my next paycheck doesn't come for two weeks, not that it'll be enough anyway.
9.) current hate:
myself.
10.) current favorite article of clothing:
my brown really soft corderoy pants.
11.) do you currently like someone:
uh..yeah.
FAVORITES:
1.) favorite physical feature on a girl:
the curve in the waist. like..from bottom rib it curves in, and then it curves out at the hip.
2.) favorite physical feature on a guy:
build, walk, smile
3.) one person you wish was here right now:
my Auntie
4.) favorite author:
Neil Gaiman
5.) favorite coffee:
with vanilla syrup
6.) favorite smell:
lavender
7.) favorite way to waste time:
driving amelessly, and my lj
8.) favorite season:
all of them. i like the summer weather more, but I love winter holidays
9.) favorite color:
the color of the ocean on any day at all. and i like sage green alot.
10.) favorite time of day:
me & eric's play time. i love the time right around sunset if it's still warm. i love midday when it's hot & bright out.
FASHION:
1.) how many coats and jackets do you own:
one coat. four or five sweatshirts. three of which are tool sweatshirts.
2.) do you wear a watch:
no, i'm too picky and don't like them if they're too hunky. which so far, all of them are.
3.) favorite pants color:
black.
4.) most expensive item of clothing:
i don't have anything expensive. i'm poor. all my clothes are at least 2 years old. I guess my Steve Madden shoes are probably the most expensive thing.
5.) most treasured:
my corset. the real one. not like the hot topic pretend corsets of which i have a few.
6.) gold or silver:
silver. i don't like gold at all.
YOUR FRIENDS
1.) do your friends know you:
a few of them do. most of them think they do.
2.) what do they tend to be like:
varied.
3.) can you count on them:
a few of them, yes.
4.) can they count on you:
yes.
5.) do you find it hard to trust people:
i have social anxiety. trust usually isn't an issue, since i don't often come in contact with people in the first place. i have panic attacks and get sick to my stomach before that happens. but...theoreticallly speaking, i probably would have a hard time trusing people, yeah.
LASTS:
1.) last book you read:
Angelina Jolie's 'Notes From My Travels'. She's my hero(ine).
2.) last movie you watched:
Van Helsing
3.) last movie you saw in the theatre:
The Grudge. Though I only actually saw about ten minutes of it, when I had to uncover my face to read subtitles.
4.) last television show watched:
Perfect Proposal
5.) last song you heard:
I'm listening to The Rolling Stones 'Paint It Black' right now.
6.) last thing you had to drink:
flat, watered down, diet pepsi. hey-at least it was cold.
7.) last thing you ate:
toast with cinnamon on top
8.) last time you showered:
this evening before school
9.) last time you smiled:
tonight when i was working in the darkroom cuz my prints were coming out nicely.
11.) last person you hugged:
Eric
12.) last person you danced with:
my cat
13.) last person you talked to online:
heather perkin
14.) last person you talked to on the phone:
Liz
DO YOU?:
1.) smoke:
not cigarettes
2.) do drugs:
some of them.
3.) drink:
yeah
4.) sleep with stuffed animals:
a lion that purrs that my friend alex gave me before he left with the air force
5.) have a dream that keeps coming back:
a couple of them
6.) play an instrument:
a few. these days, mostly piano.
7.) believe there is life on other planets:
yeah
8.) read the newspaper:
once in a while. i watch the news.
9.) have any gay or lesbian friends:
yea.
10.) believe in miracles:
No.
11.) consider police a friend or foe:
that depends. are they helping me out, or not. if they're detaining me for being stoned when i'm not, or beating me with sticks-they're foe. if they're..oh wait. a police has never helped me out before, even at times when i needed it. huh.
FEELINGS:
1.) do you have any regrets:
a few. but mostly, no. the ones i have are from a long time ago.
2.) i am happiest when:
I'm content with things the way they are. When I'm actively studing/following my religion of choice. When I'm with Eric.
3.) i feel lonely:
right now.
4.) what makes you mad:
cruelty
THIS OR THAT:
1.) bath or shower:
both at once.
OTHER STUFF:
1.) what's the craziest thing you have ever done:
i don't know. i had sex in my boyfriend's mother's bedroom once.
2.) any bad habits:
oh the list is endless
3.) any secret crushes:
not secret ones.
4.) do you think too much:
not really. i feel too much.