fucked up dream
Today my sister turns 16. This is a shock for me, although she is very mature for her age so it seems as if she is already 16. I just don't want her to get old. I hate it that once you get older everything goes by faster. Why the fuck does that have to happen?
I had this extremely weird dream last night. (After I was talking to Ara for a few hours):
I am walking in an unknown place (I think it was the woods) with Sarah and some other people. (They might have been my other siblings, maybe not) And it starts snowing outside. I'm talking to my dad on the phone and I forget that it is snowing so we keep walking. He asks me "Are your feet sinking into the snow yet?" So I look down at my feet and the snow is about 5 inches deep, but I am walking above it. I don't have a coat on or anything, but I'm not cold.
I go to this abandoned building where I see Cassandra (old childhood friend, she is very disturbed) She is high on something and I'm talking to her, its dark outside now, and she thinks it is very funny that Sarah is high on Coke (and/or speed) Cassandra talks to her and she has a psychotic outburst from the drugs. Dissappointed, I walk away and ask to use the bathroom, it was disgusting and covered with piss and clogged up, but I really needed to go so I just went and it was so gross, the next thing you know, while I'm pulling up my pants, this random guy walks in looking for his drugs from Cassandra.
Then, I start walking away from the building and I hear the cops come. I started to run and this enraged druggie was after me. The cop screamed at everyone to get down on the ground, but the druggie shot me with a hand gun and the bullet went straight through my right palm. There were clear entrance/exit wounds. The blood was flowing all the way from my palm to my stomach to my backside. I tried to call 911 but I wasn't hitting the buttons right.
I never received medical treatment, but I wanted desperately to see a doctor. It just never happened. Then I was at college and in this weird octagon shaped building was my spirituality class, the teacher was old, he had white hair, and kept asking me what was wrong, and hitting on me. He tried to sleep with me and thats when I woke up.
Pretty fucked up,eh? Anyone want to attempt to analyze it for me?..
I had this extremely weird dream last night. (After I was talking to Ara for a few hours):
I am walking in an unknown place (I think it was the woods) with Sarah and some other people. (They might have been my other siblings, maybe not) And it starts snowing outside. I'm talking to my dad on the phone and I forget that it is snowing so we keep walking. He asks me "Are your feet sinking into the snow yet?" So I look down at my feet and the snow is about 5 inches deep, but I am walking above it. I don't have a coat on or anything, but I'm not cold.
I go to this abandoned building where I see Cassandra (old childhood friend, she is very disturbed) She is high on something and I'm talking to her, its dark outside now, and she thinks it is very funny that Sarah is high on Coke (and/or speed) Cassandra talks to her and she has a psychotic outburst from the drugs. Dissappointed, I walk away and ask to use the bathroom, it was disgusting and covered with piss and clogged up, but I really needed to go so I just went and it was so gross, the next thing you know, while I'm pulling up my pants, this random guy walks in looking for his drugs from Cassandra.
Then, I start walking away from the building and I hear the cops come. I started to run and this enraged druggie was after me. The cop screamed at everyone to get down on the ground, but the druggie shot me with a hand gun and the bullet went straight through my right palm. There were clear entrance/exit wounds. The blood was flowing all the way from my palm to my stomach to my backside. I tried to call 911 but I wasn't hitting the buttons right.
I never received medical treatment, but I wanted desperately to see a doctor. It just never happened. Then I was at college and in this weird octagon shaped building was my spirituality class, the teacher was old, he had white hair, and kept asking me what was wrong, and hitting on me. He tried to sleep with me and thats when I woke up.
Pretty fucked up,eh? Anyone want to attempt to analyze it for me?..