so thinking..
...man.... i wish i had a job n could drive.. i just dont feel rite.. like relationship wise.. cuz u kno i hear about my friends n other ppl.. n i cant help but like almost envy them..cuz they do things that i cant do bc of the limitations i have.. n i guess i have this thing like i wanna do things on my own n dont want help from like my parents which is kinda hard cuz parents r like tha transportation.. i wanna b able to take erica out places.. n not have to rely on parents for anything. but i kno if i get a job i wont have as much free time to spend with her..but if i dont im broke n we cant go anywhere cept like to eachothers houses bc since i have like no money all tha time her parents or mine or even her it doesnt feel rite n i dont feel rite.. but yea wish i could do more..b a better bf u kno.. but ok those r my thoughts. c ya