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So i can't believe its been like since 1972 since i last posted... anyways, so here i am, sitting on my floor... wondering whats gonna happen in the next couple months. I'm hoping i get hired on at anthem or the bmv... but who knows whats going on with that, i submitted my application for medicare CS at anthem, and they sent me an email today saying the would be reviewing it, so HOPEFULLY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Last night i went out with my best friend and a girl from school, it was lots o fun, I also saw a boi i had met about a week ago, i wanted to hang out with him more then i did, but he had a friend with him, and i didn't want to barge in or anything. I think my biggest problem right now is that i have no tact, no ability to actually flirt without coming accross as despirate or a whore. Why can't I do the whole flirting thing?? I feel like I'm not really cute enough to go up to a boy, I want them to come up to me, but it never happens. All well!!!!
Anyways finally got ahold of my mom, turns out she took a trip to new york (where i grew up). she called my ex and had told him, but he never gave me the message ::GRR:: I wish i could have went, i really miss new york. I haven't been there since 1997. WAYYY TOOO LONGG!!! Also it seems my mom randomly bought a new car over the past couple months, you'll never guess what she bought lol. 1999 Ford Taurus, just one year older then mine!!!! I was like good lord! Everyone has these things. I guess I'm really surprised that she can afford it though, she has more bills then me makes $2.00 less then me an hour, and is able to afford it. Who knows how she does that???
Work Suck like always, and i just realized I need to actually put these things into paragraphs, maybe thats why nobody reads them lol! Anyways back to work, I really need to get a new job soon, i'm not making enough money and yeah! I am supposed to be getting a loan from student loans here in the next month for alot of money, i REALLY hope i do. If i get it i wouldn't have to take another job (although if anthem offered me something i would have to take it cause i want it.) Its gonna be enough money to pay for my car for the next 10 months, which happens to be more then the time i have left in school, so HOPEFULLY!!! that means i wouldn't have to make many more payments on it and i could trade it in. My credit score is definatly thanking me right now for buying this car, problem is my wallet isn't lol. Would be nice to just be able to save the money or buy stuff for my bedroom which i may still do. Well i gotta get ready for workies!!! latta peeps, hopefully i will get inspired tomorrow and write another entry (here's to hoping!)
Last night i went out with my best friend and a girl from school, it was lots o fun, I also saw a boi i had met about a week ago, i wanted to hang out with him more then i did, but he had a friend with him, and i didn't want to barge in or anything. I think my biggest problem right now is that i have no tact, no ability to actually flirt without coming accross as despirate or a whore. Why can't I do the whole flirting thing?? I feel like I'm not really cute enough to go up to a boy, I want them to come up to me, but it never happens. All well!!!!
Anyways finally got ahold of my mom, turns out she took a trip to new york (where i grew up). she called my ex and had told him, but he never gave me the message ::GRR:: I wish i could have went, i really miss new york. I haven't been there since 1997. WAYYY TOOO LONGG!!! Also it seems my mom randomly bought a new car over the past couple months, you'll never guess what she bought lol. 1999 Ford Taurus, just one year older then mine!!!! I was like good lord! Everyone has these things. I guess I'm really surprised that she can afford it though, she has more bills then me makes $2.00 less then me an hour, and is able to afford it. Who knows how she does that???
Work Suck like always, and i just realized I need to actually put these things into paragraphs, maybe thats why nobody reads them lol! Anyways back to work, I really need to get a new job soon, i'm not making enough money and yeah! I am supposed to be getting a loan from student loans here in the next month for alot of money, i REALLY hope i do. If i get it i wouldn't have to take another job (although if anthem offered me something i would have to take it cause i want it.) Its gonna be enough money to pay for my car for the next 10 months, which happens to be more then the time i have left in school, so HOPEFULLY!!! that means i wouldn't have to make many more payments on it and i could trade it in. My credit score is definatly thanking me right now for buying this car, problem is my wallet isn't lol. Would be nice to just be able to save the money or buy stuff for my bedroom which i may still do. Well i gotta get ready for workies!!! latta peeps, hopefully i will get inspired tomorrow and write another entry (here's to hoping!)