Patterns are what I repeat until I learn from them, they are what I try to break in order to grow and change. And yet I keep repeating some of them because obviously I am not learning what I am supposed to be learning. Or maybe some of those patterns are what I am here to do. It was a question put to me this morning, "Maybe that is what you are
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Why don't I have a Tarot icon? WTF is up with that.
I heart Bill Murray SOFA KING MUCH in general and in Lost in Translation especially. Have you seen his version of Razor's Edge? That is where I fell in love with Bill, I saw that in High School and it was all over but the crying, I fell for him. Of course you recognize my default icon. I am SUCH a geek. And am pretty happy that way.
Anyway, I am sorry that you feel likeyou have communication issues. Boy Howdy do I understand though.
You know I love you bunches.
TreeBear is a little overwhelmed, and rightly so. He really isn't in a place to make commitments and frankly shouldn't be contemplating serious relationships until he is over the divorce and the aftermath of it, least of all with me. I have been through this with so very many friends/lovers/etc, I know the signposts and should know better by now. Maybe he is right, I have a calling.
I value his friendship more than I want to stake a claim on him, and I am not the claiming type, so we have an understanding. Though I wonder if my ability to compartmentalize my feelings freaks him out, it has others in the past, I will have to check in with him on that.
Wow, I love that you make me think of stuff, you rawk, as always.
I am here if you need me, doll. Know that I love you and thank you from the bottom of my heart for your love and support and encouragement.
*hugs*
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*hugs you madly*
thank you, you always make my day, and I think you are just magnifique. (though I can't spell any better in French than I can in English!)
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