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Cause I cant say it to your face cause I am a loser like that...
BEN I AM SORRY!
I am just sorry... I dont want you to be mad at me anymore... I dont even fully know what I did but whatever it was I am sorry. I hate the fact that you are mad at me. It is hard that you are going out with Jessica so I get to see you less as it is, but to have you be upset at me on the few occasions I do see you... that is just too much. So I am sorry for whatever I did... but please dont be mad at me anymore. I wanted to hug onto you and appologize but I dont know how you would react and I dont think Jessica would like that... so yeah... im sorry...
In other news I had a depressing dream... Ashley if you wanna hear about it I would tell you... not many other people... but yeah. Just thought I would say that before I forget about it.