Favor of the week
The whole prom situation has backfired. The guy I asked, i am pretty sure, doesnt want to go with me. He avoided a yes or no answer last night, which hurt my feelings even more. We are just friends...but i dont like being lied to. He told me that I should try and find another date, but if i couldnt he would go with me...cause we're good friends. Then he proceeded to make up all these excusses about how the last couple of weeks he has been busy and the weekends are a time for him to relax. I dont want to make him go with me...I asked him because i thought he would want to go...I dont want to be someones favor of the week...know what I mean? I want him to go with me because we will have fun together...not because he feels sorry for me. I am so sick of asking guys and getting turned down...its not supposed to be my job in the first place. I give up, and if my friend decides that he doesnt want to go with me then....I'm not going, because i dont think i have the energy to ask another person...or the self confidence to get turned down...again...