Hmmm....
I really really really need to remember my LJ. I guess I'm just hooked on Xanga. I just put some fun pics up on that one....go visit it for hot pics of my roommates and I... www.xanga.com/havenofear . It's actually a pretty cool site. Also, another site that just got put together is Nick Page's website/fan place, I guess. It's http://freewebs.com/nicki_is_super_fantastic . I know, I'm a loser, and I use my sites to do PR for other sites. I need a hobby.
Sometimes I really hate SJ and everyone in it. The other day, I just wanted to cry I was so frustrated with it. I hate it how they all think that it's ok to talk about me behind my back and whatnot-and lie to me when I ask them about it. Well, duh, I know that they aren't going to tell me if they are, even though he said he would. The funny thing is that I thought we had a good time on Saturday. Maybe I'm just that big of a friggen loser. Maybe I'm just not wanted. I don't know. I hate going back to that, but I do alot more than I should. Think positivly Gen, positivity. Not negative. That's what got u your living contract.
Somedays I think that I'm so fucked up. Man-o-man. And everyday I think to myself that I have no life. Eh....
I really don't know what else to say. Cept some things are pissing me off. To be expected. Cos it sucks. ALOT. I hate being mad.
Sometimes I really hate SJ and everyone in it. The other day, I just wanted to cry I was so frustrated with it. I hate it how they all think that it's ok to talk about me behind my back and whatnot-and lie to me when I ask them about it. Well, duh, I know that they aren't going to tell me if they are, even though he said he would. The funny thing is that I thought we had a good time on Saturday. Maybe I'm just that big of a friggen loser. Maybe I'm just not wanted. I don't know. I hate going back to that, but I do alot more than I should. Think positivly Gen, positivity. Not negative. That's what got u your living contract.
Somedays I think that I'm so fucked up. Man-o-man. And everyday I think to myself that I have no life. Eh....
I really don't know what else to say. Cept some things are pissing me off. To be expected. Cos it sucks. ALOT. I hate being mad.