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[genny0223]

well everyone i thought id drop a few lines. um a few weeks ago i was rused to the er and put on lifw support for a few days, i have heart failure and will need surgury as soon as possible, yes i'm scared. Scared of dying, scared of living, i mean will i ever really be ok? and if i dont live what will i miss? would the love of my life ever had

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[xxsporkpixiexx]

those are alot of fears. Its hard to say if all your dreams and aspirations will come true. However who is to say they wont and you'll get through it and have some great epithany and he will come around. At any rate

[xxsporkpixiexx]

I hope everything does work out and I have faith that it will because you've gotten through so much and you have a strong will to live. <33