"You have to Leave." But I don't want that...

Jun 17, 2009 13:15

I had another dream about Naruto(cat), that hurt so bad. I think that's a total of three dreams so far that I've woken myself up from crying.

Here's the dream:

I was in a room and throughout the course of me being in there I keep feeling a spirit that was very familiar to me; I knew it was Naruto, and I keep asking him to just come out and show himself to me. It was when I had forgotten his being there, that I leaned over the chair to finally see him, in a body with light all around him, laying in the chair like he always did. It was beautiful, but I leaned down near him, and said to him as he faced away from me...

"Naruto, Baby.... You can't keep doing this to Mama Ran. You have to leave."

And that was the end of the dream. I had woken myself up crying at this point. I didn't want to say those words, but it was just something that was said. It hurt, more than anything. More than seeing him, more than knowing he was there only in spirit, more than not seeing his face.

I don't know why I have these dreams, but I don't want him to leave me, I don't want him to go away from my memories; I like seeing him in my dreams. It's a very angelic and heavenly experience, and it's haunting.

I love you Naruto, know this.

naruto, dreams, triss, trisses

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