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god this week has sucked so bad, my mom hates me and now my dad hates me and i hate me and torin probably hates me, hes the only person that ever makes me happy, i love him soo much, he doesnt know it though and i wish i could tell him. i love every second im with him and i even love the seconds im without him because i thinking about him and that jsut makes me feel good btu thats the only thing that makes me feel good now. i slept over at his house firday night i love his house also friday night he got caught over here while my parents werent home and carrie and i got in a lot of trouble and now we cant hang out with them tonigth and i really want to hang out with him tonight becuase he wants to go to a party and i dont want him to without me because i dont want him drinking and liek stuff liek that. it just makes me soo upset to think of him doing that and like hookign up with girls and stuff i dunno... im just in such a depressed shitty mood and i hate vicki