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He broke up with me. He's not ready for a relationship right now. It bums me out because I was beginning to have feelings for him, but I'm going to respect his wishes and just be his friend for now. He still wants to take me out on dates every now and then, he just doesn't want to be "tied down", he's got a lot on his plate right now. I understand that. As much as it hurts me, I'm going to respect his wishes and let him have some time and just be there for him. It doesn't mean that those feelings are going to disappear, but I'll be a good friend and be there for him to talk to. Best case scenario is that we get to know each other better and eventually he decides how fucking amazing I am and how much he wants to be with me and that he's ready. But I'll be patient until that time because I don't want him to do something he's not ready for. I would hate it if someone did that to me, so I'm not about to do it to someone else. I care about the guy, so I'm just going to be here for a listening ear and a smiling face, as a friend. I'm perfectly happy with that for the time being. I'll be the sweet, considerate, flexible, understanding girl I am and give him his time to sort things out and decide if he really wants me as a girlfriend or not. And I'll even do it with a smile on my face.