Dec 17, 2003 22:17
Okay this is the hard part, gettin over it. Yeah I'm having fun with Operation Liberation Starky, but everytime there's something to remind me it hurts bad. Like I'm having to cut down a little on stuff espically online. I can't really look at her picture or anything like that, it's even an ouchie to read her journals, so I think I'm just going to cut myself off, but I mean I'm still maintaining the phone and online talking that's no problem. Just visual and stuff like that hurts bad. But it'll get better. Today was another MASSIVE DDR skill day. Lots of things hurt so I guess I hurt, but yeah Scott, Stephen and Joey are good guys and are helpin me out. My sis comes in this Friday too so that'll be ultra cool, I think some family time with the sis is needed so hopefully that'll help because this feeling now is poo. There's more entries here, leave a comment for the other entries!