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[gen413]

last year was one of our better years
in a life full of separation
it's ok to second guess
just as long as you remember she's gone.
in the bright of day
it might seem like the stars are gone
they never leave
they come back when the sun moves on

it's over now, you watched me as i turned around
it's not why, but how
the light is on i'll come home
now i feel it's been such a long time
since her eyes have met with mine
i feel it's been such a long time
i'm glad you've made up your mind

it's hurting me from the inside
if i only had something to say
maybe if i prove that i'm right
will it still be safe to stay?

i can't do this anymore, the journal's become too much trouble and i made everybody feel like shit. i need to take a couple days and archive all the posts, but after that it's dead. i might turn up again somewhere later, who knows. i'll keep writing, and maybe i'll start sharing again eventually.

my biggest issue i think is that everyone take everything way too personally...the point of my journal is for me to think, and sort my shit out. i guess it's a little too much to ask for people not to jump to conclusions about really emotional stuff.

nonetheless...goodbye. i'll miss Gen, she was a good friend. she's the only one who really listens without judging.

editor's notes: as far as i can tell/remember, Gen has never used...
-a subject
-a mood
-a "current music"
-the capital letter "i"
-a tag