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wow i hate school. i miss all of my senior friends from last year like crazy. i have no one to go to homecoming with, i tried ot talk jeM into it, and he would if i payed and if he's not in boston that week.
apparently my mom thinks i hate her. so i broke down about that. i like seeing my sister in school for five minutes every day, but sometimes it's too little. i miss my grandma and the rest of my family, but still refuse to go see them.
i overworked last weekend, i met a guy, Bez, i tattooed him, and he asked for my number (i thought he meant business, but oh well) he's a really nice guy, has his own house, a full time job, uber responsible and smart (he's 20, why do i always attract older guys?) i think my parents would hate me dating someone older than me again, but, at least this time it's not someone who sucks up my money and my heart then spits it out into a blender and hits one of the high speed buttons.
yeah so i still wear brandon's ring, so sue me.
trying to bust my ass in portfolio and be like tracy get a bunch of money to go to school...or at least try to.
*sigh* i feel guilty for not going to see bryan last weekend after his surgery, stupid me ditching a friend to work overtime.
i miss you all.
please call me and stuff...i hate sitting around at my dad's doing nothing.
i need a new boi desperately
apparently my mom thinks i hate her. so i broke down about that. i like seeing my sister in school for five minutes every day, but sometimes it's too little. i miss my grandma and the rest of my family, but still refuse to go see them.
i overworked last weekend, i met a guy, Bez, i tattooed him, and he asked for my number (i thought he meant business, but oh well) he's a really nice guy, has his own house, a full time job, uber responsible and smart (he's 20, why do i always attract older guys?) i think my parents would hate me dating someone older than me again, but, at least this time it's not someone who sucks up my money and my heart then spits it out into a blender and hits one of the high speed buttons.
yeah so i still wear brandon's ring, so sue me.
trying to bust my ass in portfolio and be like tracy get a bunch of money to go to school...or at least try to.
*sigh* i feel guilty for not going to see bryan last weekend after his surgery, stupid me ditching a friend to work overtime.
i miss you all.
please call me and stuff...i hate sitting around at my dad's doing nothing.
i need a new boi desperately