Mar 13, 2006 21:32
I'm tired.
I don't want to go home.
I don't want to see Christof or Misa ever again right now. I love them both too much to watch them together anymore. It hurts too much.
I've cried more over the two of them then I have over my mother or the loss of my sister.
I feel numb. And a bit bitter.
I've had two hours of sleep in the past 48 hours.
I'm going to go for a walk.
I don't know where yet.
It's funny. I really don't care about anything at the moment. My schooling, my credit, my money, my relationships, my life. I really don't have any feeling for any of it... and that scares me.
I won't commit suicide. I'll get run over by a mac truck first.