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Mar 13, 2006 21:32

I'm tired.

I don't want to go home.

I don't want to see Christof or Misa ever again right now. I love them both too much to watch them together anymore. It hurts too much.

I've cried more over the two of them then I have over my mother or the loss of my sister.

I feel numb. And a bit bitter.

I've had two hours of sleep in the past 48 hours.

I'm going to go for a walk.

I don't know where yet.

It's funny. I really don't care about anything at the moment. My schooling, my credit, my money, my relationships, my life. I really don't have any feeling for any of it... and that scares me.

I won't commit suicide. I'll get run over by a mac truck first.
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