Grumbly....
Jesse is trying to gain my sympathy over how much he's been working the past week or so...
But, pointing out that he gets paid to dick around online between bursts of furious work, working about 70% as many hours as I do on the average week, and the fact he gets paid at LEAST twice as much, per hour,... and when it comes to current projects its more like 3times what I make hourly....
Instead of making me want to comfort him,... I want to gently and o-so-lovingly.... POKE HIM IN THE EYE!!
Over and over and over again.
But ney! I am soft, I am feminine, I am calm, cool and collected. I am sweet and kind and tell him that he deserves a big ol' poke in the eye, but instead I will give him sugary words, little touches, supportive gestures....
Because I love. Because I care.
There is still that tingle in my right index finger thirsting for the soft pressure of an ocular membrane....
Ain't he lucky I am so demure and self-controlled?;)
Wanting to draw again, sketch. Occasionally I get this itch.
Sometimes it disseminates into crap. Lots of it.
Sometimes it blooms alittle, gives me what I want. Satisfaction, pride.
Another tingling bender for photography....
I hide from cameras, but lately feeling the need to record myself just alittle. I hide from cameras, so the record of my life is quite spotty....
No pictures of my fire-red hair.
No pictures of my lime green prom dress.
No pictures of my hair grown out all the way to my knees.
No pictures of the progression of piercings.
Too shy in front of cameras other people are holding, but no way to take any real photographs of myself.
Silly, silly.
Livejournal/Six Apart permanently suspending and deleting accounts Isnt censorship fun, kiddoes?
Sure, Im just as creeped out by slash fanfic, rape/incest fantasies and the like... but does that mean it should be banned? Shut down accounts soliciting sex from minors, fine. But fiction, survivors stories, survivor of rape/incest/molestation groups are being targeted to.
Awesome.
But, pointing out that he gets paid to dick around online between bursts of furious work, working about 70% as many hours as I do on the average week, and the fact he gets paid at LEAST twice as much, per hour,... and when it comes to current projects its more like 3times what I make hourly....
Instead of making me want to comfort him,... I want to gently and o-so-lovingly.... POKE HIM IN THE EYE!!
Over and over and over again.
But ney! I am soft, I am feminine, I am calm, cool and collected. I am sweet and kind and tell him that he deserves a big ol' poke in the eye, but instead I will give him sugary words, little touches, supportive gestures....
Because I love. Because I care.
There is still that tingle in my right index finger thirsting for the soft pressure of an ocular membrane....
Ain't he lucky I am so demure and self-controlled?;)
Wanting to draw again, sketch. Occasionally I get this itch.
Sometimes it disseminates into crap. Lots of it.
Sometimes it blooms alittle, gives me what I want. Satisfaction, pride.
Another tingling bender for photography....
I hide from cameras, but lately feeling the need to record myself just alittle. I hide from cameras, so the record of my life is quite spotty....
No pictures of my fire-red hair.
No pictures of my lime green prom dress.
No pictures of my hair grown out all the way to my knees.
No pictures of the progression of piercings.
Too shy in front of cameras other people are holding, but no way to take any real photographs of myself.
Silly, silly.
Livejournal/Six Apart permanently suspending and deleting accounts Isnt censorship fun, kiddoes?
Sure, Im just as creeped out by slash fanfic, rape/incest fantasies and the like... but does that mean it should be banned? Shut down accounts soliciting sex from minors, fine. But fiction, survivors stories, survivor of rape/incest/molestation groups are being targeted to.
Awesome.