Sep 19, 2005 17:45
I was just told I have to get out in 10 days because I'm not allowed to have an opinion. An 8 year old little brat can tell me that since I'm not her "REAL" sister she doesn't have to love me.. Because I'm supposivley family I get treated like shit... Guarantee if I wasn't family, I would be treated a whole lot different..
I'm not gonna fight, I'm not gonna yell.. I love my father, I love my son. I will go live in a shelter so that the little brats can get what they want (as usual). I will leave so that "mom" is happy as well.. Fuck it.. Why try anymore?
I'm **NEVER** gonna fit in, I'm never gonna be the "daughter" anyone wants... My feelings don't matter and they never will.
My son treats me like his dad does. I give up. There is no reason for this.
Thanks.. Thanks for "trying" to help me, if that's what you wanna call it.. If this is a "supportive" family then I would hate to see what a non-supportive family does.. I didn't know being hurtful and being called a loser (basically) was being supportive.
So I wont even bother filling out the little questionaire you asked about Compubear, I just wont be around, since that's what you want anyway...
I'll probably get in more trouble for writing this, but once again, fuck it.. I'm entitled to my opinion.