oooo goodness
ok, so tomorow morning is my gall bladder surgery. I have to get up at 5 in the morning and have to be there at 6
i found out how they are going to do it, and half of me wishes i didnt find out. Its not laser anything. they are going to pump air into me and make three inscisions and cut the gall bladder out that way and then deflate me. I will be put under completely, so it wont be that bad.
i guess now that its so close im getting a little nervous...oh who am i kidding, im kinda terrified...i dont wanna do this. i just wish it was over already. i hate having to explain it to people and to have that kind of attention. Id rather just not tell anyone, but they have to know.
oooooo........i have to go to bed, i need to sleep before tomorow
please keep me in your prayers.
my cell phone should be on after the surgery but i dunno if ill answer, so you can leave a message if you wanna.
i found out how they are going to do it, and half of me wishes i didnt find out. Its not laser anything. they are going to pump air into me and make three inscisions and cut the gall bladder out that way and then deflate me. I will be put under completely, so it wont be that bad.
i guess now that its so close im getting a little nervous...oh who am i kidding, im kinda terrified...i dont wanna do this. i just wish it was over already. i hate having to explain it to people and to have that kind of attention. Id rather just not tell anyone, but they have to know.
oooooo........i have to go to bed, i need to sleep before tomorow
please keep me in your prayers.
my cell phone should be on after the surgery but i dunno if ill answer, so you can leave a message if you wanna.