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I hate it when I have days off and absolutely nothing to do or anyone to hang out with. I went to the mall shopping for one piece bathing suits...and they're all too big or made for old grandmom's. I think i'm going to end up ordering a tankini from victoria's secret.
so tonight was my fourth of july really. i went with my parents to veteran's park and saw this band play cover songs from the 50s and 60s and then saw really great fireworks. best i've seen besides disneyworld. It was the first time i was alone for fourth of july in a few years...brian had to work, so i was lonely. i was lonely all day because everyone i talked to kind of turned me down in one way or another. i was just upset about being alone. i figure, i've been alone all through my childhood, being an only child..and away from my friends even through high school because i live so far away from everybody...that i'm tired of being by myself. now that i have a second job..i'll have less time to sit on my ass and do nothing. good.
i wanted brian to meet my family in PA tomorrow since they're having a get together..but by the time i get off work it might not even be worth it...=/ blehhh. oh, his family got a new puppy to keep their dog Brandy company, so i have to go see it soon.
so tonight was my fourth of july really. i went with my parents to veteran's park and saw this band play cover songs from the 50s and 60s and then saw really great fireworks. best i've seen besides disneyworld. It was the first time i was alone for fourth of july in a few years...brian had to work, so i was lonely. i was lonely all day because everyone i talked to kind of turned me down in one way or another. i was just upset about being alone. i figure, i've been alone all through my childhood, being an only child..and away from my friends even through high school because i live so far away from everybody...that i'm tired of being by myself. now that i have a second job..i'll have less time to sit on my ass and do nothing. good.
i wanted brian to meet my family in PA tomorrow since they're having a get together..but by the time i get off work it might not even be worth it...=/ blehhh. oh, his family got a new puppy to keep their dog Brandy company, so i have to go see it soon.