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It feels like my life has been thrown into a blender....seriously, my head is spinning because I've been so busy lately. I feel like I'm involved with so many things right now. For this reason, I've neglected some very important things...and people...in my life. School hasn't been too successful this quarter so far, I haven't seen my friends (other than people in Irvine) in what seems like months, I don't see my family very often, and goodness..my room is a mess.
I'm sorry if I haven't been able to keep in touch with you all. Sadly, I feel that I've grown apart from some of you...and it's largely my fault. I'm feeling a bit out of the loop and I don't even really know what's going on with everyone right now. And my emotions have been so unstable. I miss you guys. For some reason, I feel like crying. I guess you can say that I've sort of been putting on my "happy mask" so that no one senses that something is bothering me. Yes, I know I sound dramatic, but it's late and I'm just a bit delirious.
Please don't mind me, I'm just venting. I haven't really been able to talk to anyone about how I feel, so this is my way of releasing some stress. I have to wake up early tomorrow and start another restless day. Goodnite everyone.