You know...

[gemineye42]

I wish people would be honest with me about their feelings for me. I wish people wouldn't put up the front of friendship only because they need me for something, but secretly hate me and talk about what an awful person I am, with inaccurate information to boot. I've tried really hard to make a new life for myself here in Oregon, and I thought that some of the very, very few things I had left from my old life were things to be treasured. I guess I was wrong.

I suppose I'm just glad I found this out now, before the charade continued much further. I suppose I'll have to say goodbye to the good times and hope I have some new ones to replace them soon.