Dreams
Ok so tonight I went with Paul to Marie's class, which is, depending on the day, either Tarot, dream interpretation, or general occult/pagan stuff. Tonight we talked a lot about dreams, and I learned a bunch of new stuff. I have never been able to really remember a lot of my dreams, so I am going to keep a journal and write them down. I may post them if I feel the urge. I also had Paul (and a little bit of Marie) do a tarot reading for me, which had a lot of truths to speak of. It was a big fat spread, 32 cards and we must have used about 10 clarification cards. There were a lot of wands around our relationship, which is actually right, we do overthink things, put a lot of thought where there should be more emotions (cups). I did see the King of Pentacles under my Fortune spot, which makes me happy, because it implies I will not be so stressed out about money anymore. I also got the feeling that my paternal grandfather might be passing on soon. I am not really sad about this; I hardly know him, as he has lived in Oklahoma my whole life. Perhaps there is an inheritance in the works? We shall see. I did get some interesting feedback on the spiritual section - basically saying the ideals that I had been sticking with and holding onto are wrong and I need to just let them go, open up and chill, basically. I'm constantly commented on this way, as spiritually I am mostly a non-believer unless I can see it in front of my face. I think it will take a lot of time and maybe a miracle to change that about me, but I'm open to the option of it happening ;)
Everything else had the general tone of "stop beating yourself up about your life and your decisions" and a lot of Travel or travel related themes, which makes sense since I just moved a long way and I am in a very transitional stage. The cards agree that I am not upset about that, I just desire to be settled and comfortable so I can more easily enjoy my new life here. The Hermit implied I am lonely up here, which could be true, but I was also lonely in a way in Salem, since I had a hard time making any really good friends there. Anyway, things are looking okay. I will maybe try again in another week and see what has changed.
Oh and as a point of note, my "desire" card was the 3 of Pentacles, widely known as the "marriage" or "wedding" card. I wouldn't say getting marries is an IMMEDIATE desire of mine, but I can say it's there. Thought it was funny that it came up when PAUL was reading me ;)
Updates again later. Thanks for reading!
Everything else had the general tone of "stop beating yourself up about your life and your decisions" and a lot of Travel or travel related themes, which makes sense since I just moved a long way and I am in a very transitional stage. The cards agree that I am not upset about that, I just desire to be settled and comfortable so I can more easily enjoy my new life here. The Hermit implied I am lonely up here, which could be true, but I was also lonely in a way in Salem, since I had a hard time making any really good friends there. Anyway, things are looking okay. I will maybe try again in another week and see what has changed.
Oh and as a point of note, my "desire" card was the 3 of Pentacles, widely known as the "marriage" or "wedding" card. I wouldn't say getting marries is an IMMEDIATE desire of mine, but I can say it's there. Thought it was funny that it came up when PAUL was reading me ;)
Updates again later. Thanks for reading!