Aug 08, 2004 02:42
I forgot how to write anything. All I kinda know is how to press the backspace button. I got tons of pieces of paper full of the same old stuff. And the same old stuff serves an importance in reading again to understand how you never wanna write like that again. That makes sense to me.
It's interesting how at 26 my primary goals are to not be an alcoholic and to never be boring. Also make a bunch of money and find someone who will put up with me. Cos the rest of my more important goals are boring as fuck and well-worth drinkng towards.
It's just relationships and bills. I used to be familiar with the former. It's wondering why you didn't act like a phoney for once. As far as I'm concerned, it's never living to be thirty. Every awesome mistake is made before then, terrible mistakes afterwards. After that age, life is an afterthought, it's just motions and going through them. Everyone else is doing it already.