ARGH
Today sucked. SUCKED.
Sucked in ways I couldn't really help: really busy, short people, my computer freezing in the middle of a huge rush.
Sucked in ways I could control: I asked lots of questions, which I felt that I should already know the answers to, and I'm pretty sure the people I was asking felt the same, which made me feel uber-stupid; I've been nervous about my till for the last week or so because my one supervisor keeps telling me that I 'have to be good' in this menacing way, even though I've only been over bad once so far, and the other time wasn't even my fault. Essentially, anxious feelings about my performance that I should just let go of, but I hold myself up to too high a standard.
Oh: and driving home was a nightmare today.
So now I'm going to eat cookie dough, drink some tea, read my new book/ my church newsletter, and CHILL.
I'm hoping I stop stressing before I make Justin want to kill me.
Sucked in ways I couldn't really help: really busy, short people, my computer freezing in the middle of a huge rush.
Sucked in ways I could control: I asked lots of questions, which I felt that I should already know the answers to, and I'm pretty sure the people I was asking felt the same, which made me feel uber-stupid; I've been nervous about my till for the last week or so because my one supervisor keeps telling me that I 'have to be good' in this menacing way, even though I've only been over bad once so far, and the other time wasn't even my fault. Essentially, anxious feelings about my performance that I should just let go of, but I hold myself up to too high a standard.
Oh: and driving home was a nightmare today.
So now I'm going to eat cookie dough, drink some tea, read my new book/ my church newsletter, and CHILL.
I'm hoping I stop stressing before I make Justin want to kill me.