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I haven't touched this thing in a year, and barely the year before that. I don't know if people even update this anymore with the myspace/facebook. I would have completely forgotten about the livejournal if it wasn't for googling my name to see what would come up. So, even if this is never read nor commented its still out there, floating in the endless internet void amongs millions of other meaningless blogs.
Dear internet void:
I have read my past entries, started when I entered high school. I think I tried being witty and perhaps more intelligent than I really am. And anything significant was lost in imagery I created describing the situation. Was that to dance around what really was happening? I don't know. More than anything I look back on my character. I'm silly and will always be silly. But I will never be emo, but why does my user icon look so emo? And feature emo song lyrics? But back than, I thought it was a rockin' icon. But lots of things haven't changed about me. Still retro? check. Still crazy? check. Still drink coffee twice a day? check check. I have accomplished good things. I'm the managing editor of my college newspaper. I share a beautiful apartment with two awesome roommates. I made the dean's list this year. A boyfriend that loves me, but gives me distance when I want it. And I have a transfer to attend uva next year. And all this was done while still being a part-time drunky like high school. I am completely content in my completely imperfect world. I hope someday you can be too.
Thanks,
D
Sidenote: I did not include my full-name because I don't want the google to keep tabs on me.
Dear internet void:
I have read my past entries, started when I entered high school. I think I tried being witty and perhaps more intelligent than I really am. And anything significant was lost in imagery I created describing the situation. Was that to dance around what really was happening? I don't know. More than anything I look back on my character. I'm silly and will always be silly. But I will never be emo, but why does my user icon look so emo? And feature emo song lyrics? But back than, I thought it was a rockin' icon. But lots of things haven't changed about me. Still retro? check. Still crazy? check. Still drink coffee twice a day? check check. I have accomplished good things. I'm the managing editor of my college newspaper. I share a beautiful apartment with two awesome roommates. I made the dean's list this year. A boyfriend that loves me, but gives me distance when I want it. And I have a transfer to attend uva next year. And all this was done while still being a part-time drunky like high school. I am completely content in my completely imperfect world. I hope someday you can be too.
Thanks,
D
Sidenote: I did not include my full-name because I don't want the google to keep tabs on me.