so about since the begining of this semester there has been a magnet on our frig saying "why do i need a boyfriend?" well i'm gonna tell you why i want one..now you might think that i would say, someone to have a connection with blah di blah di blah, but in all honesty i just want someone to have sex with when i want to lol i kno that kinda sounds ( Read more... )

ki you are absolutely right..i was vulnerable with marc..he was the only guy who i liked who actually liked me back..for some reason that doesn't happen often..i guess it is because for years people have been telling me that i will find someone in college that i thought he would be it i guess..but now i realize he was defintiely not for me..he ( Read more... )

so tonight when i read that marc's facebook status is "marc schoettle is in love with julie leva" i realized why i want to go home so badly..i want to get away from them..;/

i had an awesome 4/20..friday i smoked after classes (i got a gram for 15..got to love that about PA) then i had to work this thing called Blitz at my school for my alcohol violation. Basically Blitz is a huge carnival with blow up things free funnel cake, free snow cones, free popcorn, and free cotton candy. you can also make tie-die shirt and ( Read more... )

so julie (marc's current gf who used to be one of my good friends here) had mono and she just came back to school..i avoid her like crazy, today i was standing right next to her and i acted like she was invisible..i hate that, the tension, the ackwardness, having someone think lesser of you than what you really are, and i come off as bitter about ( Read more... )

i went home this weekend for easter, and i definitely got myself in a pickle (ha i never use that phrase) before i left on friday..there is this guy kevin who is a sophomore who lives in my resident hall..i ate lunch with him a few times, but we dont really hang out nor talk to each other that much, but he got my screen name off of facebook and ( Read more... )

so my supposed friend who is now happily going out with my ex boyfriend, i can't even look at anymore..our friendship (if you can even call it that) is barely there..i'm not going to lie..now the thought of them together makes me want to vomit..and it sucks because she was definitely one of my best friends here at school..now i have absolutely no ( Read more... )

so i'm at work, bored as usual and thinking about allll of the work i have to do.. ;[ i hate school work..i dunno maybe i party too much and then i get overwelhmed with work..but i have to revise my paper(which has to be 8-10 pages), and i have a huge biology test on friday as well as a italian test..i miss high school where i did absolutely ( Read more... )

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so i feel like i should have more friends on this thing besides you ki lol