great expectations
Okay I think I'm better.
My expectations for school are to automatically have a group of friends and a life there. But this is a new school and a new life. Why would I already want to be settled into a group of people that were found for me? I don't need to limit God that way. This is a great new adventure and I'm really excited about the uncertainty.
And if this is something that I'm working hard enough for, there is no reason why it shouldn't happen. If it is really where God wants me to be, then everything is going to pay off. Trusting Him is something I haven't done in a while. And there is still loads of time.
Altogether, I end the night in a much much better mood. My mom and I are going to CBU tomorrow morning to meet with my counselor and I'm really excited for her to see where I spend all my time.
(he's relaxing)