just another day in paradise
Today was not the best of days, though it wasn't the worst.
Got up late.
Missed important stuff in first class.
Went to school.
My car is slowly falling apart.
Finished BS-ing a paper in the library.
Computer class.
Talked to friends on facebook during computer class.
Had a hurtful comment said about me, still hoping it was sarcastic.
Went to Film unprepared for ch3 quiz.
Zoned out while Mayfield went on for 2 hours about a movie I've never seen.
Several bathroom trips for tissues.
Drove to Starbucks where I bought myself 2 really cute tea mugs.
Drove to Albertson's where I bought some strawberries and Hawaiian bread.
Back to square 1 on my roommate search.
More disappointed than I thought I'd be.
I'm worried about next semester. I wish I wasn't. I wish that I could be one of those people that can be confidently thrown into any mix of a situation and come out with lots of friends, but I'm not and that is what worries me. I suddenly feel so out of place, so far away from people, kind of unwanted (though not in a looking for sympathy way).
And I'm still worried that cbu might not happen at all. Every time I try to do something big, something that I have to work hard for, it never happens. I work hard, and there is some kind of loophole where my hopes are crushed at the last minute. ugh. I don't want to think about those times. I don't feel like writing anymore. I'm being dramatic again. I'm going to sleep.
AND WHAT IS UP WITH THE MALE ENHANCEMENT ADS!? seriously, did i click on something or go to a website that thinks I want this product cause its all over my email too. UGH.
Got up late.
Missed important stuff in first class.
Went to school.
My car is slowly falling apart.
Finished BS-ing a paper in the library.
Computer class.
Talked to friends on facebook during computer class.
Had a hurtful comment said about me, still hoping it was sarcastic.
Went to Film unprepared for ch3 quiz.
Zoned out while Mayfield went on for 2 hours about a movie I've never seen.
Several bathroom trips for tissues.
Drove to Starbucks where I bought myself 2 really cute tea mugs.
Drove to Albertson's where I bought some strawberries and Hawaiian bread.
Back to square 1 on my roommate search.
More disappointed than I thought I'd be.
I'm worried about next semester. I wish I wasn't. I wish that I could be one of those people that can be confidently thrown into any mix of a situation and come out with lots of friends, but I'm not and that is what worries me. I suddenly feel so out of place, so far away from people, kind of unwanted (though not in a looking for sympathy way).
And I'm still worried that cbu might not happen at all. Every time I try to do something big, something that I have to work hard for, it never happens. I work hard, and there is some kind of loophole where my hopes are crushed at the last minute. ugh. I don't want to think about those times. I don't feel like writing anymore. I'm being dramatic again. I'm going to sleep.
AND WHAT IS UP WITH THE MALE ENHANCEMENT ADS!? seriously, did i click on something or go to a website that thinks I want this product cause its all over my email too. UGH.