Apr 18, 2007 11:50
Just updating again - Saffron's allowed me use of the computer long enough to do that at least.
I try telling him that this is a bad idea, that all it does is give any enemies a view into his weaknesses. -Lt. Saunders
Obviously, she's here at the moment, and to be honest, everyone was right. I needed this bad. I'm still frazzled, and I wonder if I could've gotten a totally perfect session with 500 rounds at a Beretta's maximum effective range instead of 10m inside of it but Saff is at least here to help me through things.
...It makes me think that maybe there's hope. Hope for me, hope for Sonic... you know, this probably doesn't make sense to anyone ever. My brain is still scrambled at the moment, really. I'm glad the Commander is watching Pecan... he and Knuckles are probably each twice as effective in protecting her than I'd be.
I just worry... for once, it's not about Mephiles, though. I'm afraid Vanilla is going to come by and "check up on Pecan" (read: chew me out for making her daughter a lesbian) and I'm going to have to explain to her why an unstable hedgehog and punch-happy echidna are watching her granddaughter and why there's a half-naked bunny girl who isn't Cream in my lab.
I'm just worrying about nothing... right?
stream of consciousness,
angst,
saff