"would you say you are the king of the vests" ("i'll call you Kelsey the Whimsical

Mar 15, 2005 18:47

I feel weird about yesterday

Yesterday I was so pissed off cause my "best friends"
ditched me for conor

They had said it was going to be JOJO, ISAAC, ME, and EVAN
but like a day before we pick rooms i find out that conor has
replaced me. Do people really hate me
Am I really that repulsive
I've know jojo for 8 yrs
bur everytime we go on a field trip
he come up with some reason to not include me
then on the field trip
i'm the only one he'll talk to cause hes so depressed
but how quickly they forget about their true friends when they
are "popular"
I just don't know what to do
I wanna still be their friend
but I think that they don't really care about me at all
and that I'm just wasting my time
They never include me or consider me
I wonder if they compare me to aubrey
Do people really hate me that much?
and Why?
I've spent so much time and energy
was it all worth it?
is it my fault for believing that they would change
and they did.

But for the worse
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