optimism
my phone broke so they gave me the newest version of the katana. that was pretty cool. but it sucked not being able to make phone calls for almost a week.
i keep talking to david in hopes that we've put everything behind us and can be friends, but every time it ends in tears. i don't know why i keep doing it to myself because it only hurts me, which then frustrates everyone else who cares about me. i don't know what to do about any of this anymore.
leaving in sixteen days. it is very relaxing to know that I will not have to travel on a plane anytime soon. short trips aren't bad, but moving most of my stuff on a plane is a pain in the ass and more stressful than it needs to be.
i get to see catherine the day after tomorrow, which i am incredibly excited about. hooray roadtrips!
working working working, but it isn't so bad. it keeps me from sitting around and brooding.
i keep talking to david in hopes that we've put everything behind us and can be friends, but every time it ends in tears. i don't know why i keep doing it to myself because it only hurts me, which then frustrates everyone else who cares about me. i don't know what to do about any of this anymore.
leaving in sixteen days. it is very relaxing to know that I will not have to travel on a plane anytime soon. short trips aren't bad, but moving most of my stuff on a plane is a pain in the ass and more stressful than it needs to be.
i get to see catherine the day after tomorrow, which i am incredibly excited about. hooray roadtrips!
working working working, but it isn't so bad. it keeps me from sitting around and brooding.