I'm going to see catherine in almost a week!
pete's visit was perfect and has left me with a high that has never once stayed with me after a goodbye.
i am very excited about the upcoming semester, and even the daunting decisions of life after graduation seem somewhat more approachable than they have in the past.
i think david is altogether through with me, which should make me gracious that i've washed my hands of everything to do with him, including his most recent situation, because of how fucking upset it makes me, but it honestly makes me feel a bit cheated and very unappreciated, which he doesn't understand. and of course i miss him. after everything i've ever done for him, though, i should be able to expect at least a thank you. but, no. instead i'm cut out of his life due to a stupid disagreement and possible misinterpretation of motive without so much as a goodbye.
but. i guess that is completely out of my hands now, leaving me to relish the more important contents of this post. i am grinning quite a lot lately.
i am very excited about the upcoming semester, and even the daunting decisions of life after graduation seem somewhat more approachable than they have in the past.
i think david is altogether through with me, which should make me gracious that i've washed my hands of everything to do with him, including his most recent situation, because of how fucking upset it makes me, but it honestly makes me feel a bit cheated and very unappreciated, which he doesn't understand. and of course i miss him. after everything i've ever done for him, though, i should be able to expect at least a thank you. but, no. instead i'm cut out of his life due to a stupid disagreement and possible misinterpretation of motive without so much as a goodbye.
but. i guess that is completely out of my hands now, leaving me to relish the more important contents of this post. i am grinning quite a lot lately.