the mound of pressure
I've realized that it's 6th week, midterms are now--hardly studied. that's bad. I hope I don't fail this music class--never again, never again will I take a music class- I know nothing about music, and even though the professor says it's entry level he expects us to know all this shit about notation and all the other elements that I can't remember...and I just can't memorize and understand it--it's just not clicking. *sigh*
I've been seriously thinking about getting a second job spring term and starting to save a ton of money to afford an apartment next year. I know my parents want me to move out and get on my own I just don't think it's possible right now...but it would be nice to have my own place--stay up all night doing homework and not have my mom on my ass telling me to go to bed...I don't really think it's that big of a deal, but whatever. I think I would have to find a roommate too, and an apartment for that matter, and nice but affordable one. It would be close to school so I'd save a ton in gas and time! That would be nice, well hell, I'll probably have at least $50-60 extra every week from not filling my tank every 3-4 days! lol. No really, it's bad. I put 3,000 miles on my car every MONTH. I think I'm going to be in the same position with my car now as I was 6months ago--new car, high mileage, midlife crisis-replacing everything, and a waste of money. sadface.
god I need to get motivated! ONE MORE YEAR!!!
I'm watching america's funniest home video's and right now they're all about kitties, which is a sign from god, that i need to get my own place and buy a kitty. Okay!
I've been seriously thinking about getting a second job spring term and starting to save a ton of money to afford an apartment next year. I know my parents want me to move out and get on my own I just don't think it's possible right now...but it would be nice to have my own place--stay up all night doing homework and not have my mom on my ass telling me to go to bed...I don't really think it's that big of a deal, but whatever. I think I would have to find a roommate too, and an apartment for that matter, and nice but affordable one. It would be close to school so I'd save a ton in gas and time! That would be nice, well hell, I'll probably have at least $50-60 extra every week from not filling my tank every 3-4 days! lol. No really, it's bad. I put 3,000 miles on my car every MONTH. I think I'm going to be in the same position with my car now as I was 6months ago--new car, high mileage, midlife crisis-replacing everything, and a waste of money. sadface.
god I need to get motivated! ONE MORE YEAR!!!
I'm watching america's funniest home video's and right now they're all about kitties, which is a sign from god, that i need to get my own place and buy a kitty. Okay!