The situation I have created for myself. (this is long)
Why is it that when you aren't trying to stay up until forever, and never sleep, everything works fine--you could run on no sleep for days--trust me, I did it last week! But when you're trying to stay up for a purpose, like trying to put a dent in a mountain of homework that could have been done over break but was not--the irresistible urge to sleep sets in the heaviest? And why is it that when I'm up all night unintentionally my contacts cooperate (thank god) but right now, when it's possible for me to take them out and wear glasses, they get all cloudy and gloopy--guess I shouldn't really bitch, it's not inconvenient I guess, just curious. Brain--what are you doing? What is your thought process on these things?
I feel relieved that I have actually accomplished something tonight-we were half busy at work, so I made some money-that I immediately put into my gas tank, and because I've stayed up, I have gotten all my Greek done, studied for my Music quiz tomorrow, as well as finished my oral report for tomorrow. I still have to read some 30 some odd page thingy-ma-jigger for history, but hey, I've got all night right? In my mind, seeing as how it's already 2:30am and I have to get up at 6:30am to get ready for school at 8:30 am, there is no reason to go to bed because I can only get roughly 3 1/2 hours sleep, and what if I don't wake up?? Then I'll miss my report and my quiz and they can't be made up! oh dear. It sucks because I don't live on campus anymore so I can't go back to the room and nap for my two hour break in between classes, I have to actually find something to do.
I feel lame because everyone is sleeping.
I feel relieved that I have actually accomplished something tonight-we were half busy at work, so I made some money-that I immediately put into my gas tank, and because I've stayed up, I have gotten all my Greek done, studied for my Music quiz tomorrow, as well as finished my oral report for tomorrow. I still have to read some 30 some odd page thingy-ma-jigger for history, but hey, I've got all night right? In my mind, seeing as how it's already 2:30am and I have to get up at 6:30am to get ready for school at 8:30 am, there is no reason to go to bed because I can only get roughly 3 1/2 hours sleep, and what if I don't wake up?? Then I'll miss my report and my quiz and they can't be made up! oh dear. It sucks because I don't live on campus anymore so I can't go back to the room and nap for my two hour break in between classes, I have to actually find something to do.
I feel lame because everyone is sleeping.