out of order
somewhere after the tears settle,
there is only one answer.
fears that should not appear for another 5 years
currently in the foreground.
how and why,
2 questions needing answers,
yet really not.
the plan was laid out.
starting over, fresh and anew,
never with this in mind.
scared
excited
worried
afraid
sad
disappointed
denial
wonder
never feeling one thing at one time.
reality coming soon,
too soon for comfort.
i'm not ready
i have to be ready
i'm lucky
but maybe only for now.
only time will tell how this will all end.
the out of order sign has been placed in front,
every meaning of the phrase can be used.
wondering in the past whether or not this would ever be possible,
the answer coming sooner than imagined.
support and love all thats needed,
from now until the end.
sayings of thanks and appreciation told ahead of time,
attempts to assure those who are here and there,
that they are more than
wonderful souls.
where to go from here,
i certainly don't know.
the seat of my pants not the greatest mode of transportation at this time...
turning 21 will no longer be the icing on the cake for the year 2004.
from this point on...here's to having a new life filled with more craziness than ever could be asked for...
there is only one answer.
fears that should not appear for another 5 years
currently in the foreground.
how and why,
2 questions needing answers,
yet really not.
the plan was laid out.
starting over, fresh and anew,
never with this in mind.
scared
excited
worried
afraid
sad
disappointed
denial
wonder
never feeling one thing at one time.
reality coming soon,
too soon for comfort.
i'm not ready
i have to be ready
i'm lucky
but maybe only for now.
only time will tell how this will all end.
the out of order sign has been placed in front,
every meaning of the phrase can be used.
wondering in the past whether or not this would ever be possible,
the answer coming sooner than imagined.
support and love all thats needed,
from now until the end.
sayings of thanks and appreciation told ahead of time,
attempts to assure those who are here and there,
that they are more than
wonderful souls.
where to go from here,
i certainly don't know.
the seat of my pants not the greatest mode of transportation at this time...
turning 21 will no longer be the icing on the cake for the year 2004.
from this point on...here's to having a new life filled with more craziness than ever could be asked for...