where to begin...
Friday was definitely a well needed event...especially since it was at Boots house (we love you man). I just want to say it was nice seeing everyone again, together, drunk or not...although it was not complete because dave was not there...there was a call made and a messege left, he was there in spirit. talking to you all helped me to see that i really miss you guys. i know there is a lot of drama thats been going on regarding people just up and leaving. i know i have done that, though not to the extent of others (ahem, adam---thats just a low blow for your retardedness at the par-tay on fri-day, and now i'm over it....i had to get in that last one, sorry), and i apologize. mostly through my talk with matt i see that i have done the same. i just needed to get away for awhile and make sure that i was not just being used for a ride here or there or a phone call to find out where all the other kids were. weed definitely has a lot to do with it considering, as adam said in his "retaliation", it sucks when we dont' see u guys, and when we do, you leave not too much after to go to some kids house to smoke some more. but i do not judge, you guys know you are free to live your lives as you choose, and i want you to know that if u guys do need anything that you can call and that i am around ALOT and i would like seeing you guys more. a lot of stuff came in and out of my mind this past week and i've been doing a lot of thinking about stuff. i thank everyone for their "insight", but i really think that you misjudge the way that i am...
Alisha-i love you to death and i want you to know i am always here for u. i am proud that you are taking some responsibility of your life and i understand all of the sacrifices that you have made, it makes you a stronger person, especially at so young. i just want you to know that you and carroll truly hurt my feelings that night at the casino. i know it was not meant to be anything to dishearten me but you really made me feel like a bad person and that i really was doing a lot of things wrong as far as how i was paving my life. just because you have adam and jared as examples of how relationships have been in my life (matt doesn't count...thats on a whole different planet--i know you understand mattie!) does not mean that that is how i treat all of them. i just wanted you to know that if for some reason we ever come into a conversation like that again that you don't point the finger and place blame but rather point things out...attacking doesn't make the situation any easier.
Mattie-not sure what to say other than i love you to death and you will forever be one of my very best friends. i'm so glad we talked on fri and i promise i will be around a whole lot more.
Carroll-we definitely left off on the wrong foot on friday...i believe that no matter how much we think the same...our trains of thought are so different. i really wish you could stop thinking that everytime i talk to you that i think that if you're mad, its about me, if you're sad, its about me. i hate to tell you, but i'm not really a shallow person. i care about you so much and want our friendship to continue and grow forever...but not if u are going to continually make me feel as though i'm not that great of a friend or person as it may be to you.
Boot-congrats on your new job. and thanks for not changing. you're still that same outspoken kid who knows that it really doesn't matter what everyone else thinks. thanks for the good time also...which i know you're always good for...
Larry-you're lucky i had to leave...i was going to wreck your ass. until next time pimp mack daddy...until next time.
Braddy Brad-good to see you again good friend...we'll have to get together soon and just exchange some big words while everyone else tries to figure them out...but next time, take your coat off and stay awhile.
Carissa---sweetie, it was so good to see you...and no, not only because we made out and made money...it was a bonus though. you're still a sweetheart after all these years...and to think, we actually went to high school together and we hang out with the same kids...small world.
Jared-so much to say, so much to say, so much to say...and nothing more to say...i'm sorry for ditching out as of late...you will be caught up accordingly very soon. miss you and was so happy to see you fri.
Adam-as long as we continue on with the agreement that we made...and you continue to be an awesome kid, then i really do believe that we will be able to regain that friendship we had...at least i hope so. last year was a good year because we just did a lot of talking and hanging out...we'll do that more...i'll come up and bother you at school and whatnot. keep up the good work of the non-smokers club...i might join sooner than later...
To everyone else...it was so awesome seeing you and talking to you...just had to get that stuff out since i haven't updated in awhile. call...someone's got my cellie #. i'll be around to hang out. this summer will be BETTER than the last...keep your chins up and thanks for reading.
This is the Woodmyster...signing off...
Alisha-i love you to death and i want you to know i am always here for u. i am proud that you are taking some responsibility of your life and i understand all of the sacrifices that you have made, it makes you a stronger person, especially at so young. i just want you to know that you and carroll truly hurt my feelings that night at the casino. i know it was not meant to be anything to dishearten me but you really made me feel like a bad person and that i really was doing a lot of things wrong as far as how i was paving my life. just because you have adam and jared as examples of how relationships have been in my life (matt doesn't count...thats on a whole different planet--i know you understand mattie!) does not mean that that is how i treat all of them. i just wanted you to know that if for some reason we ever come into a conversation like that again that you don't point the finger and place blame but rather point things out...attacking doesn't make the situation any easier.
Mattie-not sure what to say other than i love you to death and you will forever be one of my very best friends. i'm so glad we talked on fri and i promise i will be around a whole lot more.
Carroll-we definitely left off on the wrong foot on friday...i believe that no matter how much we think the same...our trains of thought are so different. i really wish you could stop thinking that everytime i talk to you that i think that if you're mad, its about me, if you're sad, its about me. i hate to tell you, but i'm not really a shallow person. i care about you so much and want our friendship to continue and grow forever...but not if u are going to continually make me feel as though i'm not that great of a friend or person as it may be to you.
Boot-congrats on your new job. and thanks for not changing. you're still that same outspoken kid who knows that it really doesn't matter what everyone else thinks. thanks for the good time also...which i know you're always good for...
Larry-you're lucky i had to leave...i was going to wreck your ass. until next time pimp mack daddy...until next time.
Braddy Brad-good to see you again good friend...we'll have to get together soon and just exchange some big words while everyone else tries to figure them out...but next time, take your coat off and stay awhile.
Carissa---sweetie, it was so good to see you...and no, not only because we made out and made money...it was a bonus though. you're still a sweetheart after all these years...and to think, we actually went to high school together and we hang out with the same kids...small world.
Jared-so much to say, so much to say, so much to say...and nothing more to say...i'm sorry for ditching out as of late...you will be caught up accordingly very soon. miss you and was so happy to see you fri.
Adam-as long as we continue on with the agreement that we made...and you continue to be an awesome kid, then i really do believe that we will be able to regain that friendship we had...at least i hope so. last year was a good year because we just did a lot of talking and hanging out...we'll do that more...i'll come up and bother you at school and whatnot. keep up the good work of the non-smokers club...i might join sooner than later...
To everyone else...it was so awesome seeing you and talking to you...just had to get that stuff out since i haven't updated in awhile. call...someone's got my cellie #. i'll be around to hang out. this summer will be BETTER than the last...keep your chins up and thanks for reading.
This is the Woodmyster...signing off...