i'm not interested in talking about this...this is the discussion

[gazingatstars]

jealousy can rear its ugly, ugly head
when you least expect it...
especially when you never expect it.
this is how i know i want this more
than anything (not psychotically of course).
who calls
at 10ish eastern time
from Las Vegas
on their vacation
visiting family
if they think they are just friends.
working friends at that.
i don't know why it bother-ed/s me
so much
but it did
it made me feel like
maybe i was missing something
and i know its all in my head
but i mean really
who does that?

if i could guess, and i will,

she may think there is potential for more...

maybe there was potential for more...

and i stepped in...

i hate jealousy
i hate this feeling
i hate that i feel this strong
about you
because it causes these feelings

i don't want to lose you...

i just finally got you.