resiliene: n: 1. The ability to recover quickly from illness, change, or misfortune; buoyancy ( Read more... )

I think we as humans are born with this false sense of importance. Because each of us is so individual and so thriving on personal perspective and thought, we inevitably feel that there is "something else" and we are "something more" and we have a "special purpose." Anyone who survives a near death experience is thought to carry a special purpose. ( Read more... )

I've learned that accepting that which you have not a pinch of desire to accept is a very hard thing to do. This is very obvious and requires little to no thought process to figure out. Even Hellen fucking Keller knew that. [Before becoming an educated, upstanding, and respected member of society]. I wish, however, all tasks that were hard for me ( Read more... )

How puzzling life can be. I'm glad to be headstrong and back on track. I am not even close to figuring out the world, but at least I have a vague idea of what I should be doing right now. For those who are not aware, I do not have a cell phone right now. I'm not blowing anyone off. I just have a broken cell phone. I haven't gotten around to getting ( Read more... )

Back in what, eight grade? I think? That used to be my motto. Tsunami Bomb said it in their song, "Not Forever." [Yeah, I had questionable taste]. I lived by it. Then, somewhere along the line, I counted on someone. I broke down whatever barrier I had and melted into what was probably a psychedelic colored puddle of raging passion and love. They ( Read more... )

I feel as though nothing makes sense anymore...and I don't mean that as it typically sounds...as a crazed lament that actually means, "I don't like what's happening." I actually feel like nothing makes any sense at all...like I truly cannot decipher what I hear and what I see. Everything either means ten different things, or everything means ( Read more... )