"Out Of Bounds"
Title: Out Of Bounds
Author:
gay_lovecompany
Pairing: AoixRuki, KaixMiyavi, MiyavixUruha, onsided RukixKai, Ninja!ShouxHiroto
Genre: Well.. kinda fluffy at the end, but not sure before that XD
Rating: PG
Warnings: Yaoi (not sexual), cheating, nothing really...
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone mentioned in this fic.
Synopsis: Ruki knows he should appreciate what he has, but he can't help but wish he could be more with Kai.
Note: Wrote in an hour.. not satisfied with the ending. -.- Written in Ruki's POV.
As I look at Kai happily chatting and occasionally smiling, it makes me smile as well. But as I slowly let my gaze shift to who is making Kai this way, my blood begins to boil. The soloist with the multicolored hair is only using Kai. He already has Uruha on the side. We all know he loves Uruha, but he said seducing Kai would be "fun." The nerve of that guy.
In a way though, I'm envious of Miyavi. He has the one thing I want in this world: Kai. I confessed to him a month ago, a month ago my feelings weren't returned. All the response I received was a, "You're great and all, don't get me wrong, but I don't like you that way." My whole world ended in a blink of an eye and my heart shattered into a million pieces. Since then I've detached myself from society. I walk around like an emotionless zombie, the only emotion I display is apathy.
Today is the first time I've smiled in a month. Even though I smiled, it was bitter. It makes me wonder how it would be now if I wasn't rejected. Would I be the one making Kai smile instead of Miyavi? Would the cold empty bed that I come home to each night be filled? I also wonder what he thinks about Miyavi. If he found out what Miyavi is, would he think the soloist is a coldhearted snake like I do?
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I guess my behavior hasn't been the most subtle because even Reita noticed the way I was acting. I saw Reita try to nudge Aoi over in my direction, but he tried to resist so the bassist just shoved him. Aoi stumbled over his feet and made an attempt to straighten himself up like nothing happened but it didn't go unnoticed under my watchful gaze. He fumbled a little with his sleeves while opening and closing his mouth, deciding to speek or not. "What do you want?" I asked rather coldly. He looked at me with wide eyes but uttered a response nonetheless.
"What has been going on with you lately?"
"That is of no concern to you." I mumbled but loud enough for him to hear me. He bit his lip in nervousness and contemplated what to say next.
"I wanted to just let you know you can always confide in me." With that, he turned around and headed back to Reita.
After practice I walked over to Aoi while he was putting his guitar up. "Aoi," I started, "I'm sorry for earlier. Will you allow me to cook you dinner?" He looked at me and smiled after a couple of seconds. He stood up to his full height and was still smiling.
"Sure. I'd like that." He answered.
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Dinner was a total failure. I burnt the main entree, spilled water on Aoi, and to top it all off, I tripped in the kitchen, making all the food fly on the floor. After we both cleaned up the mess, Aoi suggested we watch a movie. He sat down on my couch while I popped in my favorite DVD. Throughout the movie I could feel his eyes on me. I tried to shrug it off, but it kept me from paying attention to the movie. I turned towards him. "What?" I asked.
"Nothing," Aoi replied. After he got my attention, he kept edging towards me every so often. About 20 minutes later his leg was touching mine.
"I'm really glad you invited me over tonight," he said carefully.
"Me too. Although everything was a total mess." I said with a smile. Aoi didn't say anything for a few moments then closed the distance between us and captured my lips.
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I'm sort of glad Kai rejected me. If he hadn't I wouldn't be with Aoi now. I wonder why I didn't notice him before; he's perfect. He takes care of me when I'm sick, cooks me breakfast and supper (he doesn't want a repeat of my incident), hugs me when I'm feeling down, and kisses me when I need to feel loved.
I love Aoi. I soon realized I only had a crush on Kai and it slowly dissipated. Kai also found out Miyavi cheated on Uruha with him. They both broke up and Uruha also broke up with Miyavi once Kai told him what was happening. Miyavi remained lonely until he met Hiroto, guitarist of Alice Nine. He used his charms but only ended up with his ass kicked by Shou, the vocalist.
My love for Aoi is forever, while my love for Kai will always be out of bounds.
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A/N: Yay. It's done. This is dedicated to the lovely ALEX. Comment on this and tell me what you think. If you don't like a part of this fic, I can change it to meet your needs. =D
Author:
gay_lovecompany
Pairing: AoixRuki, KaixMiyavi, MiyavixUruha, onsided RukixKai, Ninja!ShouxHiroto
Genre: Well.. kinda fluffy at the end, but not sure before that XD
Rating: PG
Warnings: Yaoi (not sexual), cheating, nothing really...
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone mentioned in this fic.
Synopsis: Ruki knows he should appreciate what he has, but he can't help but wish he could be more with Kai.
Note: Wrote in an hour.. not satisfied with the ending. -.- Written in Ruki's POV.
As I look at Kai happily chatting and occasionally smiling, it makes me smile as well. But as I slowly let my gaze shift to who is making Kai this way, my blood begins to boil. The soloist with the multicolored hair is only using Kai. He already has Uruha on the side. We all know he loves Uruha, but he said seducing Kai would be "fun." The nerve of that guy.
In a way though, I'm envious of Miyavi. He has the one thing I want in this world: Kai. I confessed to him a month ago, a month ago my feelings weren't returned. All the response I received was a, "You're great and all, don't get me wrong, but I don't like you that way." My whole world ended in a blink of an eye and my heart shattered into a million pieces. Since then I've detached myself from society. I walk around like an emotionless zombie, the only emotion I display is apathy.
Today is the first time I've smiled in a month. Even though I smiled, it was bitter. It makes me wonder how it would be now if I wasn't rejected. Would I be the one making Kai smile instead of Miyavi? Would the cold empty bed that I come home to each night be filled? I also wonder what he thinks about Miyavi. If he found out what Miyavi is, would he think the soloist is a coldhearted snake like I do?
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I guess my behavior hasn't been the most subtle because even Reita noticed the way I was acting. I saw Reita try to nudge Aoi over in my direction, but he tried to resist so the bassist just shoved him. Aoi stumbled over his feet and made an attempt to straighten himself up like nothing happened but it didn't go unnoticed under my watchful gaze. He fumbled a little with his sleeves while opening and closing his mouth, deciding to speek or not. "What do you want?" I asked rather coldly. He looked at me with wide eyes but uttered a response nonetheless.
"What has been going on with you lately?"
"That is of no concern to you." I mumbled but loud enough for him to hear me. He bit his lip in nervousness and contemplated what to say next.
"I wanted to just let you know you can always confide in me." With that, he turned around and headed back to Reita.
After practice I walked over to Aoi while he was putting his guitar up. "Aoi," I started, "I'm sorry for earlier. Will you allow me to cook you dinner?" He looked at me and smiled after a couple of seconds. He stood up to his full height and was still smiling.
"Sure. I'd like that." He answered.
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Dinner was a total failure. I burnt the main entree, spilled water on Aoi, and to top it all off, I tripped in the kitchen, making all the food fly on the floor. After we both cleaned up the mess, Aoi suggested we watch a movie. He sat down on my couch while I popped in my favorite DVD. Throughout the movie I could feel his eyes on me. I tried to shrug it off, but it kept me from paying attention to the movie. I turned towards him. "What?" I asked.
"Nothing," Aoi replied. After he got my attention, he kept edging towards me every so often. About 20 minutes later his leg was touching mine.
"I'm really glad you invited me over tonight," he said carefully.
"Me too. Although everything was a total mess." I said with a smile. Aoi didn't say anything for a few moments then closed the distance between us and captured my lips.
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I'm sort of glad Kai rejected me. If he hadn't I wouldn't be with Aoi now. I wonder why I didn't notice him before; he's perfect. He takes care of me when I'm sick, cooks me breakfast and supper (he doesn't want a repeat of my incident), hugs me when I'm feeling down, and kisses me when I need to feel loved.
I love Aoi. I soon realized I only had a crush on Kai and it slowly dissipated. Kai also found out Miyavi cheated on Uruha with him. They both broke up and Uruha also broke up with Miyavi once Kai told him what was happening. Miyavi remained lonely until he met Hiroto, guitarist of Alice Nine. He used his charms but only ended up with his ass kicked by Shou, the vocalist.
My love for Aoi is forever, while my love for Kai will always be out of bounds.
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A/N: Yay. It's done. This is dedicated to the lovely ALEX. Comment on this and tell me what you think. If you don't like a part of this fic, I can change it to meet your needs. =D